Name:
Location: Welland, Ontario, Canada

I'm single again and learning to appreciate me

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Life

We walk towards and run away from it without complete understanding. We want and yet it always remains out of our reach. Betrayal is the bittersweet of life, yet we fear it the most. I embrace it! Betrayal has become my motivation and my companion that leaves me on the edge looking over the cliff to find another path to walk down.

It is time for the new path to begin. The players are not the same, some have died in my mind and some have gotten too tired to carry on with me. Some of the players have found a new direction and we have had to say goodbye.

This new path is completely different than the last one because the scenery is strange and refreshing. I am at the edge of the forest and the path is barely visible. I must create it. What will I be stepping into? The scent is strangely familiar, maybe it is my mind holding on tight to the remnants of what could have been with you by my side.

The dreams we use to talk about, the hopes for a future bright with possibility linger in the air, I must move down my new path in order to escape their haunting. What was can not be and what is, at this moment is bittersweet medicine.

Life, the choices we make shape our path and our path has been divided and I can no longer reach you and you can no longer reach me, however, that is okay because the wisdom I have gained from loving you will stay with me for eternity and I will use it to better stable my footsteps.

I feel the serge of power coming back into my spirit, thus giving me the hope I thought was gone forever when you chose your destiny. I am able to smile and remove the mask of sadness that was consuming my spirit. I feel the power of life filling me up and the desire to soar is lifting me into new possibilities.

Life, love, and a new hand to reach out and enjoy the view is in my sight. I take this time of healing to create new dreams and desires that I will share with anew. I anticipate the touch of newness and I smile because I know and he knows it was always going to be, it is the childhood dream blossoming into a reality that will break through the torment of each day.

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home